Hello there, whoever is stalking this dead blog of mine. I haven't been active in posting so here I am again. My new school is near perfect. Its just the administration that isn't up to standard. My fifth week here just ended and I still haven't got a reply whether or not I'm taking that particular subject. My physics teacher is leaving the school for some unknown reason. My additional mathematics teacher is having a schedule so screwed up that he will miss one lesson with my class every week. We only have three lessons per week for additional mathematics. How's that?
Two days ago, some of my classmates made a grave mistake. It was a free period since the teacher was on course for that day and they were walking around the class and talking so loudly that the teacher next door, a well-known "monster" came into the class after school and ticked us off. That wasn't the worse. The "monster" informed our form teacher, who is also our elementary mathematics/PE teacher about the incident. He decided not to teach us anything for the next few weeks until the first common test is over. I'm not sure if he's kidding or not but if he's serious about it then I think the class is screwed for the first test of the year. Well, I don't think I would fail the test though, since I am able to manage self-studying.
Oh, and yes, my new CCA seems kind of fun too. Well, its the third day of training after all. So I can't really see what is actually happening behind the stage. But I'm pretty positive about it.
A sudden thought came to my mind when I was walking along the pathway along a primary school. No, its not my former school. It was around 1pm and the school was just dismissing the students. I was walking but eventually got caught up by a group of primary school students, since they don't need to worry about rushing for time and all. I thought of becoming a primary school student again. I don't want to live in a world of falsehood and ugliness. Everything around when you're grown up seems so hypocritical. You never know when another person would stab you in the back without you knowing it. In the past, I would laugh at these young children whenever they do something stupid on the streets or public bus. Anywhere you can think of. But now, I actually envy them to be able to live in a world of innocence. When I was young, I could feel that whenever a classmate of mine made fun of me, it would probably be for fun's sake. But now, after I've grown so much over the years, I feel that people are offensive and harmful whenever they make fun of others. Take my classmates in both my former primary school and the school I'm currently studying in.
When I was primary one, I had a classmate who was hard of hearing and needed a hearing aid in order to carry on with his studies or even daily activities. To be honest, we would sometimes make fun of him. But after that, we were still friends, true friends. We would still help him in any way possible after all that mocking. Ironical huh? But that's the truth. Now, I have a classmate who is a little bit slow in terms of communicating with other people according to my form teacher. The other classmates of mine would laugh at him behind his back, framing him for anything bad that happens, even talking to him in a sarcastic way. He knows that they are making fun of him. I can feel it. He gives that kind of awkward smile every time after the ordeals. I mean, not all of my classmates are so mean to him. Only a handful of them.
Well, there's nothing we can do to change this world. If possible, then the chances of succeeding would be so minimal. The world is corrupted. Dark. False. Two-sided. You see the good things most of the time. But behind your back, they're usually talking bad about you. Its a saddening truth about the society today. I've experienced this before. You try to befriend someone from your new class and out comes another person saying that you only want to feign a friendship and make use of him. That incident happened in secondary one. I almost lost faith in trying to make another friend. I thought that my way of befriending others was a great mistake. I can go on and on about this topic but I'm going to stop here since my dinner's already lined up on the dining table, waiting for me.
Won't be posting for quite a while unless something strikes me hard yet again, which seldom happens. See ya~
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